a lie

when love filles me up
fear comes, that i will someday loose this
how can I keep it?

love filles me again
its like my whole body becomes love
my whole being

then fear comes
i dont deserve this
resistance

then love again

love is not a feeling,
its a living force
fear is believing in a lie

and sometimes I do
believe in a lie
that I cannot keep it
and that I dont deserve it
love is not for me

but even with the belief
love is still there
visiting me when I open
and tell the truth

still there when I tell a lie
I just cant always see it